grey hair popping out because of other people's stupidity

gosh, i can't deal with this most stupid man who calls himself a DJ and entertainment consultant.
can't even get the hours straight and thinks we should charge $100 per hour.
the funniest thing is, he can't even remember the client's wedding date and had to ask me if i remember it.
what the fuck?
of course i don't remember it. i didn't even write it down since i thought it was just a demo run for a liason company.
isn't there something called a contract? is he retarded?
i don't mind to not work with him at all.

things i gotta do on monday:
1. deposit cheque
2. take product photos
3. open etsy seller account
4. sleep

new line of work

it feels great to have people praising my products, which is why i'm very into jewelry making nowadays.
i feel more appreciated as a designer than a musician.
we were talking on the car sunday on the way to hamilton about how abstract music making is.
u can't touch it, u can't see it, and it's the performer who gets the high more than the listener.
with jewelry, it's the total opposite.
maybe that's why i'm attracted to it. i need some sort of a balance.
well, aside from my obsessive personality to figure out how things work mechanically and recreate it from scratch.

so i better get off my butt and start that seller account on etsy!

學會說不

那厚顏無恥的中國男人竟然說有為青年的弦斷了, 叫我借琴給有為青年用.
在我用 ??? 的眼光推遲, 我用畢生最慢的速度去回答:
"我不借我的琴給任何人用."
"而且, 弦斷了, 把以前的舊弦放上去就不會走音了. 這是誰都想得出來的辦法."
"不好意思, 我的 A 是 loop 的."

i'm a person of million excuses.
this is when i feel glad that i can block my sympathy at the right moment.
a job well done.
*applause*