Ready for my month-long vacation, like now.
Well, not really. I need more dough to spend when I'm off.
Only Hong Kong this time. Not because I'm tired of going to Taiwan, but I wanted to finally do that geological park boat tour that only happens on Saturdays.
I think I've really taken too much on my plate since last year.
Thought I could do everything. Well at one point I did managed to do so, but I also took on quite a lot of weight from snacking and just plain poor dinner choices.
Now I've got to lose all that fat before I head back so I can buy proper size clothing, and being able to travel to places with ease.
And no, it's not stress eating. I've been a bad snacker all my life.
As people around me start to get married and have kids, they kept telling me it's time for me to act my age and start my own family.
But what's the point?
With constant terror threats, declining environment quality, low economic strength all over the world, I really don't see my offspring in a very nice world.
I don't mind taking care of other people's kids, they're fun to be with and to see growing up, but my own kids are my responsibility and I don't want them to suffer from what this world has to offer.
A soul mate would be nice to have for someone who'd like to be mentally naked to another. So far I haven't met a true soul mate, but it's not up to me is it?
Even if I wanted a relationship, this person doesn't just arrive on my command.
If the universe feels like us bumping into each other, we are bound to meet let it be this life time or next.
Why should anyone be bothered that I don't meet this person this life time?
I just don't get it.
Just chill.
