how much i miss

playing with people on par with me is very valuable.
tonight and tuesday night i was reading some chamber music with amateurs.
taught me again and again how important is a strong cello player, and musicians who don't emphasize on every single beat, a.k.a. the head banging.

i miss my sensible friends.
where art thou?
we need to jam!

by the way, i just found out what collagen is made of.
i'll have to refuse it if they're using that at the spa place where i get my facials from.
i hope they don't use facial products that's also derived from animals.
that's just plain wrong.