我們是唯一一群還會尊重舊工作社會觀念的人嗎?
如果我答應了 A, 就算 B 付的金錢比較多或者賣人情我都不會突然取消 A.
因為我不會想添麻煩給 A, 亦不想 A 把我列入黑名單.
今晚收到這一個 email, S 君兩星期前預早備案不能出席上星期的排練, 我問了指揮還給她批准了. 然後今晚就告訴我要去另一個 gig.
我不理妳名氣有多吃香, 但妳的香味已經充滿了我的黑名單了.
我不會告訴別人妳有多討厭, 因為那不是我的作風.
我只會永不錄用.
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Contemplating on an empty stomach
It's a never ending cycle of work-spend-work. Maybe I should stop spending so much...
Totally wanna take a trip right now. Doesn't matter where, just wanted to get away.
The longer I stay in society, the more I want to be alone.
It's not that I don't like traveling with others, but I just enjoy the luxury of taking my sweet time to get to places and do spontaneous things. Like going hiking when I feel like it, or just cancel going somewhere because I want to sit and watch TV and be a couch potato in a different country.
Do I feel lonely? I don't think so.... At least not at this moment.
I used to long for someone to whom I can spend all my loving, but as time goes by, I realize I can always love myself and be completely comfortable with no living soul around.
We were born with nothing but our own soul or consciousness, as much as we tried to connect to other people throughout a life time, we still can't absolutely be one with another soul.
Even soulmates have limitations.
As I stare into my decorated ceiling, I start to wonder if I've been stuck to my childish ways for too long?
But if I grow up now, I'm afraid I'll lose all my creativity. And my ceiling and the 4 walls would feel... rather empty.
Oh well. Guess people around me will just have to put up with my childish, silly way of life.
Totally wanna take a trip right now. Doesn't matter where, just wanted to get away.
The longer I stay in society, the more I want to be alone.
It's not that I don't like traveling with others, but I just enjoy the luxury of taking my sweet time to get to places and do spontaneous things. Like going hiking when I feel like it, or just cancel going somewhere because I want to sit and watch TV and be a couch potato in a different country.
Do I feel lonely? I don't think so.... At least not at this moment.
I used to long for someone to whom I can spend all my loving, but as time goes by, I realize I can always love myself and be completely comfortable with no living soul around.
We were born with nothing but our own soul or consciousness, as much as we tried to connect to other people throughout a life time, we still can't absolutely be one with another soul.
Even soulmates have limitations.
As I stare into my decorated ceiling, I start to wonder if I've been stuck to my childish ways for too long?
But if I grow up now, I'm afraid I'll lose all my creativity. And my ceiling and the 4 walls would feel... rather empty.
Oh well. Guess people around me will just have to put up with my childish, silly way of life.
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