It's a never ending cycle of work-spend-work. Maybe I should stop spending so much...
Totally wanna take a trip right now. Doesn't matter where, just wanted to get away.
The longer I stay in society, the more I want to be alone.
It's not that I don't like traveling with others, but I just enjoy the luxury of taking my sweet time to get to places and do spontaneous things. Like going hiking when I feel like it, or just cancel going somewhere because I want to sit and watch TV and be a couch potato in a different country.
Do I feel lonely? I don't think so.... At least not at this moment.
I used to long for someone to whom I can spend all my loving, but as time goes by, I realize I can always love myself and be completely comfortable with no living soul around.
We were born with nothing but our own soul or consciousness, as much as we tried to connect to other people throughout a life time, we still can't absolutely be one with another soul.
Even soulmates have limitations.
As I stare into my decorated ceiling, I start to wonder if I've been stuck to my childish ways for too long?
But if I grow up now, I'm afraid I'll lose all my creativity. And my ceiling and the 4 walls would feel... rather empty.
Oh well. Guess people around me will just have to put up with my childish, silly way of life.
Watching 1000 ways to die the entire day in Niagara is definitely more enjoyable with you around :P Especially when awesome italian follows with it :P
ReplyDeleteI don't think you are childish at all! Dude, the one special person is a myth mainly to promote monogamy, not to say that is not valid, but we all got special people (plural!) surrounding us (family, friends, dogs and cats..and spiders and 小強...) muwahahaha!!
Spiders and 小強 are not PEOPLE!!!!! XD
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