a gemini's pain

just got my desktop back from the shop. the guy replaced two old rams with one new ram, still at 2G.
but i'm still getting freezes and occasional restarts, so eventually i'm gonna reinstall the os again.
sigh...

i really need to learn to control my impulses, or the lack of patience.
there are so many things i want to do at once, want to make it happen right away, but they are all out of my control.
i did learn to enjoy the ride, rather than getting to the destination in the blink of an eye. of course, i'd much prefer a smoother ride than one that is unknown.
afterall, i do plan out my travels before i head out.
maybe that's my duality.
i am rational yet agitated.

time to arrange another piece...
that's the only time i can get some peace in my head... by really concentrating.

things ahead

my computer curse is back.
the drive has been freezing on and off randomly since a couple weeks ago.
now whenever i start BT, it'll just freeze to death and reboot.
or it'll just randomly reboot whenever.
time to backup everything and get a new hard drive.
seriously considering a SSD like Wolf suggested. just store the main OS in there and everything else on another HD.

got so much to accomplish before i can go off to camping.
3 more arrangements for today, then get everything to the stand by trio tomorrow for subbing in friday's gig.
thursday's the last day in town, so i'll have to go service my car in the morning, then get all the food ready after that.
still haven't packed or find my tent yet. XD
it's gonna be an interesting trip.

恍然大悟

哦, 原來是這樣的感覺.
久違了.

movie dinner

今晚的晚飯電影是殭屍家族, 也就是殭屍先生 II.
很意外的是我們都笑得很厲害 XD
就是那很長的現場慢動作 scene. 雖然拖很久, 但是編排得很生動.
等了差不多半套戲林正英才出場, 到他出現時我們都很熱血沸騰!
80 年代的恐怖片真的做得不錯~

mid summer update

had a triple date on friday.
it was alright. the guy is a scorpio, just a few months younger than i.
i hope he's not a smoker...
started communicating on fb, which is always a good start for people who just met.

i'm spending less time on fb when i'm on the PC.
trying to stay away from RC. it's just way too time consuming.
maybe one day i'll be like Eric and stop playing RC completely. XD

it's been quite humid and boiling hot these days.
i'm turning into a dark chocolate.
maybe i should become a vegetarian again. at least the mosquitos will be less attracted to my blood.

after that strenuous gig last week and consuming a 1/4 watermelon, i had the M of my life.
felt more like a hemmohage, really.
i thought my irregular M is once every 2 months, but turned out to be twice in a month.
now THAT, is irregular.
but i still wanna have another seeded watermelon before the summer is over.
it's so damn hard to find a sugar baby these days.
time to visit H Mart again!

this person should not sing professionally

fuck 容祖兒 and her tone deaf so called singing.
i spent 1 hr trying to figure out what she was trying to do with a modulation in Forever Love.
this asshole has no sense of key.

累了

心血來潮晚飯時要爸開套鬼片來一邊吃一邊看.
之前我們就是這樣看完了 "點解阿Sir係阿Sir". XD
Anyway, 可能看到土豆專貼了 "殭屍先生" 很久所以我就嚷著要看.
其實我們也蠻 enjoy~ 起碼沒有半途停了而是全套看完~
然後出 credit 尾部發覺原來這電影是 1985 年產品.
那就是 26 年前我 4 歲時的製成品!!
Wow~~!

吃完飯後回房 check email 再心血來潮找了 "原振俠與衛斯理" 來看.
裡面有蠻多 R rated 的鏡頭以前在電視播出是看不到的.
比如說芭珠出水芙蓉那幕原來是看到下體茂盛的樹林...
還有她給原振俠吃的護身符原來是突然脫衣服然後從胸部割出來的...
其實最驚訝的是... 所有演員都是那麼年輕!
果然歲月催人 (T_T)

今晚這麼無聊是因為下午回家後就一直在後園清理雜草了 3 個多小時.
身心疲憊~~~~~