Slow shipment

Ahhhhhh, stupid Lenovo!  Give me my laptop!!!!!!!!
I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it I want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Another battle, another day

I think I got through the last bed bug attack with the same thinking: You can't always live in fear.
They are horrible bugs, but we are also a cautious bunch.  With the amount of care we've put into making sure we didn't bring any home, I'm pretty confident that the situation has been contained.
Worse comes to worst, we'll keep fighting the battle, and eventually none of us will be afraid of bugs anymore.

I grew up catching cockroaches and whatnot as a hobby when I was a kid in HK, and watching my dad catch all bugs with his bare hands kind of took out the gross factor.
Yes, they are juicy and all, but when they turn into juice that also means they're dead.
So really, there's nothing to be afraid of.
With the growing numbers of trucks/buses/cars killing pedestrians, I'd be more concerned about walking on streets on foot trying to keep alive.

討厭的人

我們是唯一一群還會尊重舊工作社會觀念的人嗎?
如果我答應了 A, 就算 B 付的金錢比較多或者賣人情我都不會突然取消 A.
因為我不會想添麻煩給 A, 亦不想 A 把我列入黑名單.
今晚收到這一個 email, S 君兩星期前預早備案不能出席上星期的排練, 我問了指揮還給她批准了.  然後今晚就告訴我要去另一個 gig.
我不理妳名氣有多吃香, 但妳的香味已經充滿了我的黑名單了.
我不會告訴別人妳有多討厭, 因為那不是我的作風.
我只會永不錄用.

Contemplating on an empty stomach

It's a never ending cycle of work-spend-work.  Maybe I should stop spending so much...
Totally wanna take a trip right now.  Doesn't matter where, just wanted to get away.
The longer I stay in society, the more I want to be alone.
It's not that I don't like traveling with others, but I just enjoy the luxury of taking my sweet time to get to places and do spontaneous things.  Like going hiking when I feel like it, or just cancel going somewhere because I want to sit and watch TV and be a couch potato in a different country.

Do I feel lonely?  I don't think so....  At least not at this moment.
I used to long for someone to whom I can spend all my loving, but as time goes by, I realize I can always love myself and be completely comfortable with no living soul around.
We were born with nothing but our own soul or consciousness, as much as we tried to connect to other people throughout a life time, we still can't absolutely be one with another soul.
Even soulmates have limitations.

As I stare into my decorated ceiling, I start to wonder if I've been stuck to my childish ways for too long?
But if I grow up now, I'm afraid I'll lose all my creativity.  And my ceiling and the 4 walls would feel... rather empty.
Oh well.  Guess people around me will just have to put up with my childish, silly way of life.

Being a troubled rich guy

Had a wicked dream last night.
I was a loaded young billionaire guy named Alan, with a loving family consists of an older brother and his wife and son, along with our loving parents.
However, I had this secret intimate relationship long ago with my brother's wife, and later found out that his son is actually my son.  But I'm engaged to another girl now, so I'm conflicted as to whether break it off and admit to my earlier mistakes or just hide it under the carpet.
One unfortunate event I was confronted with some media and they exposed this to my entire family.
My brother was kind enough to give me two options: 1, to denounce the biological relationship of my son and forever keep my peace that I have no parental rights to him; or 2, take the whole package of my son and his mother.
Just when I though I had no more feelings for her, we had another intimate night together after spending the day as a family with my son.  Apparently I also have asthma and several other medications, 'cause we went to the pharmacy together.  I'm even more conflicted from her kindness and abandoning the fiancée.
Oh yeah, apparently the entire police force hated me, so on an outing to retrieve my demented uncle I was pushed down an elevator shaft and my partner couldn't help me out.

Woke up thinking: I've watched too much Game of Thrones.

Death of innocence

I think I've experienced what Reggie in Archie's comics described as a 24 hour flu.
Felt horrendous since last night with a splitting headache.
Had to take the Chinese herb tea twice to get it under control by tonight.
Needless to say, I didn't have a chance to enjoy the gorgeous sunshine this morning.
I did have to drag myself to meet a couple for contracts and deposit and quickly get home.
Almost felt like a vampire since the sun just gave me more headache and actually hurt my eyes.
Took the first dose of the tea and cleaned my face, changed into my PJs and just threw myself in bed.
Lunch came after a long nap and now I'm down to just a little headache from my usual shoulder pain.

And about Archie's comics!
I did get a new issue while I was in Halifax.  Didn't get to read it till now.
Lots of things changed in this comics, including girls undressing showing nothing but underwear and worsened situations of betrayals between friends and whatnots.
I guess an honest comics like Archies just had to go with what the world has evolved into.
Sigh...

神啊, 請給我多點時間!

seriously need to get my right shoulder checked out...
luckily it's only been tight and hurting rather than both plus a migraine.
and it doesn't help either when i'm behind schedule on arrangements either.
there's so not enough time in a day to get all my shit done.